Favorite things from sound of music

Hey all! Ok so I know I said that I would get my fanfiction post up, but it isn't finished yet. I will finish it soon though.
My life isn't really something that you want to hope to aceive more like run away from it screaming. In any case today I went to the doctor. Guess what he said. Very good Jimmy your right he told me jack and shit! Well I can't expect anything. I had to get blood drawn after that, which wasn't that bad. Then my mom and I went to Wendy's though I really don't like fast food that much. But she seemed to want to go there so we did. The rest of my day was mostly taken up reading City of Bones by CC (too lazy to look it up initals). I roughly read the whole book in a few hours, I got to page 315 out of 445 or 450. Which was a good story. Though the author sucked. She didn't develop any of her character's personalities. Nor did she try to explain the culture aspect of the groups she created. I mean serriously? Yeah. I was reading it for a book group at my library. We didn't have any meaningful conversation at the library because there were too many people. Then I came home and talked on the phone with Jerry. We had some pretty meaningful things to say. When I got on the phone I wasn't felling too hot because of all the crap I did and the fact I was constantly reminded of everything I had to give up. (If you don't know that the fuck I'm talking about refer to the post where I explain my back). So he noticed and I told him it was nothing which later came back to haunt me when he fuigred out that I was still upset. He went on to tell me all this I don't have a good ajective stuff about how he's here for ke to talk with. Which I thought was incredably nice and sweet. Right then I thought 'What did I do to get such an amazing guy?' because I really have no idea. Also earlyer in the conversation he said he stayed up a whole week and a half once to which I said 'what were you thinking? do you know how unhealthy that is?' and several other things of the same effect. After that he asked why I was so worried so I responed truthfully saying 'because I care about you'. Jerry didn't know what to say, he told me no one had ever said that to him before (other than his parents I belive). Anyways it was good and bad at he same time. I really didn't want Jerry to see my depressed side but now it's out in the open. I like him so much! Have I mentioned that? Because I do I'm in love with him and I care about him alot. Ok making myself cry here. Ketcha on the flip side.

Peace (not war),
Lola