Depressed?

I think I'm probably depressed because . . . well I keep getting really upset. I can't help it and I feel horrible all the time. Things have changed a little over the summer and I don't have the same friends. They didn't die or anything I'm going to a different school though. So, I never see them. I don't really have any new friends to fill the gap with. I've meet some nice people but they talk with the friends from their old school not me. Its really been getting to me. I feel hopeless like however much I study it won't pay off and stuff. I also missed a lot of school because I thought I was sick (I was at a few points). I wish that things were different. That's kinda whats up with the whole boarding school thing. I want to be able to meet new people. Oh and I cry all the time which doesn't make me feel better like it should. All done.

If you actually read all that I don't know why,
Lola